The Crisis: Part II - 1/27/2005 in 2005 - 2007: High School

Hey Aidan, I'm really sorry if anything you heard today was something of a shock. You have no idea how bad I feel having put you through that. Anyways, I suppose I made some bad assumptions about our relationship. I guess I figured that since we hadn't really seen each other in months that it had ended. I've barely gone out with you, talked with you or even really seen you in a long time. I have wanted to break up with you for some time now but I didn't really want to drop the hammer on you because I really do like you and I care how you feel...and I didn't want you to have to go through the pain of breaking up. But somewhere in the process I completely f'd it up and landed in this mess. The thing is that we're completely different people and I really handled the situation badly. I'm definitely not asking forgiveness for what I did, as it not forgivable. You have every right to be furious with me beyond anything I can even to begin to conceive. But I suppose I came for some kind of sentimental closure from my conscience or to offer you some kind of twisted consolation. If you ever want to talk about it, I'm usually around somewhere and I'm always open to talk. I don't want to ramble on about this as you've already probably stopped reading. So I guess this is goodbye. -Adam