Chillen in Plan B
- Aug. 22, 2016, 10:23 p.m.
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I did my one lady a.m. and it was good actually. She took her Mom out. Actually out - out. Finally. This past weekend. She needed it. They all needed it. If you do more you get more.
Came home and grazed and ended up taking a nap in bed. 1/2 burrito from Chips. Ugh. Even a veg one put me in a coma. It was not made thanks to Romeo he tried…bless his lil heart. So I took him up on it and crashed. Got my self together along with the laundry which I haven’t done in weeks. Yes. Weeks. I have enough socks and underwear for 3 weeks easy. I buy only white socks and undies at Bell’s Outlet for cheap. I do hand wash my uniforms by hand. It’s easier. I do have a washing machine and dryer where I live but the water is well. That shit smells. No. For rugs n shit ya. But for clothes no. Took forever to get it all put a way but it is worth the sacrafice. Go thru the week when the people are at work and basically you have the place to yourself.
The hospital called me today and asked me to sit for a baker act. No. No. No. I called the super and apologized. No.
Felt good to be without the tv today other than for sleep reasons. I love Indie and Adult Alternative. Tho I have been posting on FB music that people don’t know I like. Which is good for them. I am not a FB person with 1 million friends. I only have like 25. Most is family. But when I post something it something I like. Photos, sarcastic stuff nothing mean and no “Amens” to anything. Belong to Gentle Barn which I hope to visit and things like that. Only positive if possible. Sometimes I can not help myself.
My goal for the remaining year is to become more involved in the community. I have in the past but do to circumstances beyond my control I want to be a small part but an important part. Like a cog in a wheel. We have a Local group here in town that is soon to be open. Hopefully I can work with the creator and see what happens.
Spoke to my sister Jerri. She is one hot mess. I try not to say too much or call her too often. She even said I go a week without a call. Well. You bitch too much. What can I say? Then she got mad at me because I am not “friends” with her daughters on fb. I have nothing to be in common with them. Jessica is 37 and preggers with a guy who she has known less than a year and left her 2 daughters here to go off with a guy ( who has 2 daughters somewhere ) and is raising his son who is 4…so ya no. O, ya. He is jobless so is she. Welllllllll that is not my fault. Her other daughter, and addict living out west somewhere. Ya. No. Thank Gawd she is there and not here.
I felt bad on saturday to blow Jan off but I am so tired with working friday and learning the new thing. O well. She no longer volenteers any more so she has no time to spend anywhere to do anything because she won’t. I can not help that. In the mean time I am trying to get myself organized and going forward. It is not my job to fix anybody.
If I were Jerri I would be out job hunting pronto. Where? Who gives a shit. Just go. Jan. Well she is on her own. Can’t bitch about the situation you are in unless your are actively searching for a way out. One way or another.
Speaking of which. I have a friend more or less and gave her a job. All she had to do was go and do a follow up which is normal and part of the process. She did not do it. At all. I will no longer call her and see how she is doing because I don’t want to hear her complain how shitty she has it when she had a job handed to her. I don’t do pitty well. Shit or get off the pot as Dad would say.
Nuff bitchin. Tired. Did alot now ready to call it a night. Peace In and Out.
Ferret Mom ⋅ August 23, 2016