After delaying it because of my problems last year, Jayson and I were preparing to get married in the temple in November. There was some extra difficulty in planning that since we moved across country somewhat suddenly. We now have a new ward and a new bishop, and even a new temple. So we have pushed the temple wedding off until January.
I had an interview with my new bishop last week to discuss if I was ready to start the temple preparation classes. It was the standard worthiness interview that I have gone through many times. I lied during it. I knew I was going to and I was prepared to lie. I knew he would ask me about masturbation, and I specifically told him that I do not do it. Even though I masturbate every single day.
I’ve decided that this is how it’s going to be. I’m going to masturbate, and I’m going to keep it my secret. I can’t deal with not masturbating. I need that sexual release. If I don’t masturbate then I am continually sexually frustrated.
We feel so welcome in our new ward, even the kids said so. It’s good that we can move so far away and still find people that we like and are so wonderful to us. The bishop talked to me about how happy he is to have families like ours move into their ward, and how eager he is to have Jayson go through the temple so he can be a leader in the ward.
Jayson really has become a leader. With his new role at work, he has over 50 people that report to him. I really like seeing him as someone who is in charge like that, and I agree with the bishop that he’ll be a good leader at church too.
Compare that to Rachel’s husband, who has been unemployed since they moved to CA, and I feel so lucky to have Jayson.
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