Tuesday, August 2nd, 2016 @ 6:00PM
Let me start off by saying i am an idiot, and I’m very superstitious and at this point in life decent religious although I never attend church or read the bible. I say prayers before I eat and before I go to bed and I have a weird fascination with the grim reaper, I always share photo’s of Mr. Death on facebook, I love artworks of the grim reaper etc and I believe that he exists and he takes souls.
Back to me being an idiot, well last night I thought about one of my medicines was a capsule and if I pulled it apart it has the powder inside-well I thought if I mixed the powder with water it would hit me harder and faster, but I never thought about the consequences, I took 100mg like I do every night except this time I took the pills apart and I mixed the powder with water and boy did it backfire on me, I started feeling a little weird and for the rest of the night I had a very very hard time breathing, I decided not to go to the hospital but instead to just go to bed and yes I know that’s risky, I had such a hard time breathing I honestly thought I was going to die in my sleep like if I fell asleep then I wouldn’t be able to put as much effort into breathing as I would awake, so I said extra prayers and I honestly think death skipped me, I think I could have died last night and I still feel like crap today although when I woke up-much to my utter relief I could breathe fine however I still feel a little weird in my head and my chest feels weird too..... never doing that again, I learned my lesson it’s just that I got away with doing stupid crap like that before and didn’t think twice about it. I guess god really was looking out for my stupid butt, though I don’t know why I don’t deserve it.
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