Saturday, July 30th 2016 @ 7:04PM
I had to do it and it was a long time coming, It was really hard but I had to do it. I talked about him before, J my old friend, my “brother” (not by blood) and I talked about the way he treated me and the way he treated others and how he never even tried to understand and how every encounter with him basically on a daily basis caused me pain. Well I was just playing with M today, my friend who really does understand and one I would proudly call my brother even though we aren’t related by blood. We talked a while and I told him all the bad things J really ever said and did to me and I just told him I couldn’t do it anymore, I removed his account from my xbox, removed him from my friends-list on xbox and facebook and sent him texts explaining why I couldn’t be his friend anymore and all he said was “Haha Alright then.” and “Lol Okay Later.” I guess I really didn’t know what to expect from him but I have to say that this has been one of the hardest moments in my life. I described him as being like Cancer to me but that part of me that wants to give endless chances and really cares just took a big hit. Afterwords for a while I had to fightback tears, my demons, and I carved my arm like a Turkey all to get rid of this internal pain but I can say that right now I do feel better and I am glad at least at this point that I did what I did. I just cannot take the abuse and pain anymore, I knew this man since Kindergarden.
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