I Don't Care... Oh Wait... in Just Moments

~So I know that I have probably said this before, but goodness I need to stop caring so much. I keep getting hurt. Its just pathetic how because I still care and the other person does not, that I constantly get hurt. This is bulls***. I’m sick of it! But honestly I have no idea what I can do about it. I’ve tried not caring and in some respects I can stop caring but in others it just smarts. I just can’t imagine that after the time we spent together and the things that we did, a person can just not care about someone. Because that’s not me. And the shitty thing is that I did nothing to deserve this. I mean I would get it if I went off the deep end and was all sorts of crazy, but the only thing I did wrong was give someone a chance and care. That’s it and this is how I get repaid. Maybe I really should go live under a rock. Sure it would be lonely but I wouldn’t keep getting hurt. Not really sure what the better option at the moment. I’m just done. :(