i give up for today - 4/5/2007 in Open diary entries

lost my fucking shuffle. i’ve looked in every logical place, and some illogical ones. cant find the damn thing.
i’m sure it will turn up. prolly in the laundry that is in the washer, or something grand like that.
or maybe it went out with the trash.
i’ve had a bad day so far, can you tell?
i woke up moody, still feeling off, stomach wise. figured i would get some exercise, shove the treadmill over to an outlet, because its damn cold out. treadmill wouldnt work. tried to find the instruction manual. couldnt find that. so i went to the store, forgot several things that i didnt put on the damn list, couldnt find the stuff that was ON the list.
damn small town stores. sigh
so when i got back and went to grab the shuffle that wasnt there, that was the last straw. i let out a primal scream.
i have no patience for life today.
after my primal scream, i went back down stairs to look at the treadmill.
found a reset button. pushed it.
it worked.
so i walked for a half hour. no music, but at least i walked… threw in a few sprints just to make sure i got my heart rate up.
doing laundry. i’ll have just enough detergent to get the last load done.
yeah, that was one of the things that i was sure i would remember at the store.
why bother making a list if you dont put things on it?
really pisses me off about the fucking shuffle.
tomorrow has to be better than today.
right?