but i still am. in a way. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

ya know awhile ago i decided that when i was at my mom’s [or at my park rather] i’d stop waiting around for evan. and i’m so much better, since i’ve stopped doing that. but the thing is. even though i’m not physically doing it i’m still doing it in a way. in, another way.
yeah i was thinking about that recently. i’ve sure invested a lot of time and emotions invested in him. er something like that i know that didn’t make sense.