Dream State in Random Thoughts

Funny thing, i wrote this entry last week, but must have forgotten to post it. I may write about multiple dream states, one an actual dream, and another this blissful state ive been existing

Its been a while, there is always so much to say.

For now, a dream from last night, and while it may seem intense, i slept well.

I am in a car with two of my high school friends who used to be married. Cry is driving, Stauche in the passenger, my in back. A train is about to cross the road and Cry decides she wants to try to beat the train, but its obvious it won’t happen. So, as we race closer instead of ramming into the train, she takes a sharp right, wedging us between the train (which is still moving) and the rocky hillside. Turns out there is a long line of cars behind us, impacted traffic style. As a result of this plus the train still moving, our car gets pulled into the wedge between the train and rocky hillside. All the card behind us were getting pulled in behind us, being crushed…everyone scrambles out of their cars and crawl up onto the hill to watch the huge fiasco. As i am standing up there, i realize that in the hurry to get themselves out of their cars, people had to leave their children behind and the children were being crushed by the train. I am looking at my friend Cry and it dawns on me that this is her fault and i start yelling at her that she is responsible for the death of so many children.