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"Her ways were free, and it seemed to me, the sunshine walked beside her."

Townes Van Zandt

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If you love dark comedy and satire, please watch this! I wouldn’t say it is like Heathers, but it has that over-the-top quality about it. This movie is a little like Barbie in that it is communic...


I finally remember my first indie film of 2024! Showing Up, by Kelly Reichart. I loooooove Kelly Reichart. Recently i caught up with a previous film, Certain Women. OMG I loooooooved that one too...


I can’t remember what my first film was for this year! Turns out I’ve seen (and reviewed) this director’s (Andrew Haigh) previous two films, 45 and Lean on Pete. I loooooved Lean on Pete. This o...


I watched the Wes Anderson Shorts on Netflix a while back. Unfortunately I had a headache or a long day at work (either listening to talking, talking, or working on my computer- all of which are...


I watched the Wes Anderson Shorts on Netflix a while back. Unfortunately I had a headache or a long day at work (either listening to talking, talking, or working on my computer- all of which are ...


I know it’s not an indie film, but I’ve been watching Noah Baumbach and Greta Gerwig movies for years. I purposefully didn’t really know anything about this movie before I went into it and I foun...


In the vein of Christopher Guest (this is Spinal Tap, a mighty wind, etc.), theater camp is a delightful comedy for all of us drama freaks.


September 06, 2023

spontaneous in Random Thoughts

Here I am, trying out a semi-regular post. I think i’ve been feeling the wellbutrin. My sleep is heavier. I feel a little more centered. Today I have a headache, all day. Also, i feel sick, so th...


September 02, 2023

wellbutrin in Random Thoughts

I’m trying my first pharmacological intervention. Last night I took my first (low) dose. The dr is starting my off slowly. It’s an anx/dep med but mostly i am using it for my ADD-like symptoms. T...


I have so much to say and have not been making the time to write (which is one of the most therapeutic activities). I will try, though. Recently little river and i went to a hippie gathering, ma...


I’d forgotten that I watched this delightful movie a month or so ago. I am not actually sure if it is an independent film. Either way, it made me happy and it will do the same for you :)


I finally caught up with Tar- and WOW that ending was intense. I had to read a little about people’s perspectives to get a idea of what (perhaps) was going on. Here is the trailer-


this solidifies that i love quiet movies. i love and have a quiet soul.


Working part time has been great, despite the halved wage. Luckily I had some savings to booster this year. By the time one year has passed, I will have survived off 45K plus (mostly likely) all ...


I loved this so much that I stayed home from work to finish it (i work half day pm’s on Mondays). I think its out in theaters right now, I saw it on Amazon video.


I am definitely caught up on indie films now! The director of this movie, Noah Baumbach, also directed Marriage Story (up for Oscars a few years ago). I tend to like his movies, but they are a c...


So far I have been able to keep up with watching one indie film per month. Streaming and only working part time really helps. For February, I watched Pinnocchio.... in parts and pieces unfortunat...


A film from 2022, but I am not to worried about that. I will be catching up with indie films I’ve missed as well as trying to see new ones. A heart warming 90 minute film! If you want an uplift, ...


Must see documentary about the community and descendants of the last slave ship in the United States.


November 08, 2022

fairy godmother in Random Thoughts

i’m stealing a bit i saw from the front page- fairy godmother comes and gives you the perfect day. Mine involves hot springs, the mountains, snow, quiet, yoga, massage, meditation, knitting, read...


November 06, 2022

RAIN in Random Thoughts

Oh acronyms, how do you feel about dark mornings at 6am. Have you a preference for when your helpful light shines? Ever since coming back from Mexico Ive been going to sleep early (8pm hour) and ...


I am enjoying time to myself. Though, as part of the anxiety, I keep thinking about what i could or should be doing. So many things in the house beyond the cleaning, but cleaning does take most o...


September 26, 2022

Anxiety in Random Thoughts

It’s been so long since I have written, I might not even know how to write. Funny to think that I have been doing this online journal thing since opendiary and livejournal. The last two years ha...


Kogonada made my favorite film of 2016 or 2017, Columbus. Now he has created this divide piece, After Yang. It toughed my heart. I love it’s slow meditation and soundtrack. This is definitely a ...


One of the best films of 2021. I need to re watch it.


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