Catastrophic Mess in Life in the Lost Lane...

Good Morning!!! As always i get on here when things are just tumbling out of control and theres absolutely nothing that i can do about it. What a difference a year makes, we are that much closer to having my husband out, the justice system and those that work for it need to be reevaluated, you’re not doing your job right. Especially medical as well, it took him 10 months to get an ear infection fixed and in that time he has lost some hearing, he has had all kinds of nasty side effects because he is given medication that isnt meant for internal use let alone human consumtion. There is horrible scarring on both ear drums and they are finally giving him some correct medication now but the real doctors suggest tubes and the facility says its just a suggestion and its just a big ol mess, you dont want to help thats fine, let him out and ill fix him. Grrrwl… The goal is to get people “fixed” in a way so that they do classes and realize what they did wrong so that they dont do it again. This year will mark 5 yrs being with my husband and 2 yrs being married, in all this time the he has fought the system tooth and nail to get his classes done, to get his outs finally approved and its only one person that prepetually holds it up. She makes rules that do not apply, just to make people be in longer. I honestly dont understand it and it makes me angry that people like this are allowed to make decisions, shes been in trouble numerous times. Obviously theres a flaw here, fix it. We were expecting him to be out in March, if he was then he could have visited with my brother whom leaves today to 4 hours away to do more training before his deployment ceremony next month which itll be the last time ill see him before he goes to Texas before shipping out to Iraq. Its very nerve wracking, emotionally draining and ill have a year to worry. He says he doesnt think that his wife realizes that its just as hard for him to leave as it is for her to have him leave. It seriously sucks and hes going to be convoying which is that much more worrisome.

Unitl next time dear diary…