Still in All Good Things

I might have gone just a little bit mad this December.

I no longer have a career. I no longer have a husband.
As far as I'm concerned, both are of the past.
Everything is changing.

Seeing Jon again reminds me of ten years ago. All I've lost. And gained. And changed. Since then.

I exist currently in an alternate universe.
Eleven more days.

Then I will wake up to find myself in Africa. And living an entirely new life.

In the meantime....