I AM HAVING A HARD TIME COPING in HUBBY

OK! SO I HAVE EVERYTHING A PERSON COULD WANT!!!! BUT I AM UNDER A LOT OF PRESSURE. HERE IS WHERE I COME TO COMPLAIN AND LET GO.
MY HUBBY US SERIOUSLY SICK.
I HAVE NEUROPATHY WHICH IS MAKING ME CRAZY. I AM GOING TO SEE THE DOCTOR NEXT WEEK.
I JUST FEEL MISERABLE. I FEEL ALL ALONE. MY HUBBY IS VERY QUIET AND SAYS NOTHING. I DON’T KNOW HOW I STAYED FOR SO LONG. OF COURSE WE HAD THE CHILDREN WHO MADE A LOT OF NOISE. I DO HAVE MY HOBBIES ETC BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN I EXPECT THINGS FROM HIM. WE SIT AT THE TABLE AND HE SAYS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. ON TH EOTHER HAND HE SAYS HE IS BORED AND MISSING EVERYONE. I ASKED HIM IF HE WANTED TO INVOTE SOMEONE OVER. I THINK HE IS JUST TOO TIRED.
I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
IT FINALLY SNOWED YESTERDAY. I WORRY ABOUT DRIVING AND WALKING. TOMORROW I MIGHT GO VISIT A FRIEND. ALONE IF I HAVE TO. I JUST CAN’T STAY HOME DAY AFTER DAY. ON ONE HAND I DON’T MIND I AM RESTING A LOT AND WORKING ON A JOGSAW PUZZLE. ON THE OTHER HAND I AM SO DEPRESSED. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. I WILL BE HAPPY WHEN HE GOES AWAY OR AT LEAST I THINK I WILL BE, THERE AREN’T TOO MANY PEOPEL TO SOCIALIZE WITH BUT THERE ARE SOME.
OY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO OLD AND CLUMSY., I JUST CAN’T LOOK AT THE BRIGHT LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DON’T KNOW IF MY HUBBY RElizes how miserable i am.