Christmas Eve 2015 in Plan B

The sun is just starting to peep out of the fog. I slept in till 8. What a gift. Coffee is trying to kick in but not yet so I am chilling and watching a predictable christmas story on “ion” and trying to wake up slowly. Feels good not to jump up and have to take off and knowing you won’t be home for 12.5 hours.
I have been wanting to write but too much on my mind and even try to sort it all out. Kind of like a ball of string ~ tightly wound. First off it’s christmas. We all know how I feel about christmas. Then day before yesturday one of patients found out she had cancer. She is younger than me. Yesturday found out it was stage 4. She told me a week ago she was running her bussiness, life was busy ect. and now it just stopped. She was on her way to radiation. O, and her name is Rhonda. I did something I never done before ~ I wrote my name n # down and gave it to her and told her if she needed anything I would help her out. I told her I just don’t want her to feel “stuck”.... She gets out today I think. For I left I kissed her on the forhead.
Then I reprimended by Fabio ( who thinks he is all that and a bag of chips ) all he is - is a CNA like me but he is “The Best CNA EVVER”… people with ego’s grate on my nerves.
Last night came home and my neib is trashed. She drives and picks up another case of corona. ugh. I know none of my bussiness.
Just waiting for christmas to be over with. So tired of it all. I work tomorrow. Just as good. Keeps me busy and occupied. Tonight is Jon and Richards annual christmas eve party. I might go. Just for a few hours. Just going to see the house is wonderful. Gay guys know really how to decorate. Everytime I go to their party it seems like a hundred years has passed since the last christmas eve party. Well last year they didn’t have one. Richard had kneck surgery and his Mom had a heart condition. So it will be good for me to go.
Between this time last year and this year 100 years did pass. I was living in my old house. Moving into the apt. I just left and now into this one. Casie Marie passing on....I can’t think on it long .... new job. A whole different life style. Thank gawd for Romeo.
Who knows what 2016 will bring....right now I need to get myself together and take Romeo for a walk then go from there. The day is more or less unplanned. May go to the local greek restraunt and pick up some wedding tea cookies. Bring those to the party.