6:20 PM
So to start off I got some good news, I am 2 days sober-I guess you can call it from using sleeping pills (Ambien), I still use Melatonin as a sleep supplement to enrich my dreams as you will read on. So I read on wikipedia about Melatonin “Some supplemental melatonin users report an increase in vivid dreaming. Extremely high doses of melatonin (50 mg) dramatically increased REM sleep time and dream activity in people both with and without narcolepsy.” Now I have said in the past that I have dreams every night and usually intense dreams so I went ahead and am trying it, doing an experiment. Last night I had 2 dreams that connected with each other, I woke up once and fell back to sleep, In the first dream I was co manager of a grocery store with Crowley (from supernatural) I wanted to sell it and he wanted it to keep going for some reason, then I left through the back and was in this large palace/mansion and I was escorting several people through it solving puzzles in each room ( It was from a game on xbox called “pneuma breath of life” and I remembered most of the puzzles, I got through the parts I actually went through in the game which included moving book shelves so I could watch this eye thing and I had to keep looking at it in order for the door to stay open) and went up several elevators and ended up at the roof of the grocery store the woman I had to escort jumped off the roof and landed in the snow (it was snowy and cold out) and this is when I woke up the first time and fell back asleep, when I got back into the dream I fell off the roof too, I was scared because I thought I was going to hurt myself, I didn’t realize I was dreaming and then we went across the street and tried to take off in a SUV but we couldn’t get it started then people came out from the grocery store and started to shoot at us. I told the people I was with to run behind the building next to us and I suddenly had an Ak-47 and I was firing blindly over the car and around the car, I reloaded and 2 people came at me from both sides of the car, I pulled a pistol out of my jacket and aimed one gun to the back of the car and the other to the front and as they turned, I fired and then I woke up for good.. I am surprised at how much I remember from the dream, usually I forget most of it.
I am going to try again tonight, another 50mg of Melatonin. The dream world is my favorite, I don’t feel any pain-emotional or psychical.
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