Tues. Night.... in Plan B

A tad chilly. Must be in the mid 60’s now. This a.m. it was down right chilly. After sundays fiasco at work ( non - working computers during the whole 12 hour shift ) a full floor and just the 2 of us. By the time monday rolled around I really didn’t want to do my two clients ( I know lame ) but truth be told and it is. Came home walked the dog, ate left overs of an inventa meal ( amazingly good ) and fell asleep from 6:30 to 10:30 then went back to bed before 11:30. Must have needed it ~ yadayada… I really had goals. Really I did.
Yes. I still do have boxes sitting out. They are full of books. Here is my lame ass goal. Instead of putting up a tree....Make the books my tree and wrap lights around the books and wella. A tree made out of books. I seen it on pintrest and I think I can manage it because I have some pretty big coffee table books that are art books ect. that would make a great base than add to the top. In the mean time I have oak leaves on the floor and no rugs. No rugs out of the box. Yes. There is a box of rugs somewhere. I know there is. Where… Well if you look realllll hard ~ no not really.
O! Sharon insisted on coming up here christmas eve with Lisa and the kids and go see Jan and go out to eat and all these other wonderful plans and if truth be told. No. No to all of it. I have Th. off and I want to go to a christmas eve party with out alot of bullshit after working all week. Yes the holidays are here but they don’t excist when you work in a hospital. Life goes on. I work christmas day. No biggy. Seeing Jan is really not neccesary for me. Her and I don’t talk. Not out of not wanting to she just dosn’t call me and the few times I did call her it was short and sweet. I don’t take it personally. I don’t care. Makes life a whole lot easier. As long as she isn’t drinking and homeless she is ok in my book.
Sharon wants the “family” back together to celebrate christmas. That will never happen again. Abby and Lisa have their own lives. Jerri is living in Ohio and I am here and Jan is here too just farther a way. Same city just on the other side. Also I don’t want Jan at my place. I don’t want her to know where I live. Sounds wierd but hey I’m wierd so no Jan here. I have Romeo and I don’t want her to mess up his lil head. He will remember her and I don’t want her ju-ju in my place.
I gotta work tomorrow than off th. and so looking forward to it and knowing I can sleep in till 8 if I want to and I want to. I have to go crack town walmart and get a new battery for my watch. ugh. I hate walmart at all costs. I don’t care if they were giving shit a way for free I wouldn’t go and get it. No. Way. Jose’.
The shooting in Calf. so full of sadness. I worry about Abby who travels all over the U.S. for her company. My mind is scattered like a spilt salt shaker.