8:15 PM
So I have decided to join a Gym. I have been feeling good lately and decided it was time, like I said before I was committed and I really wanted to do this. For the first 2 days I did about a mile on the treadmill and that was it, it took 20 mins and I decided I was done then Yesterday I really don’t know what got into me but I stuck it out 40 minutes and did 2 miles and today I did the same. I do have blisters on my feet but that isn’t going to stop me, I am going to do 2 miles everyday until I get used to it and increase from there. I am actually pretty proud of myself for pushing myself the way I am. I know it doesn’t sound like much but it is a lot to me, my back was really hurting after I was done.
I have been feeling good lately and have not had any sense of depression at all in over a week. I knew from the start that I would be able to find some medicine combination that would work for me but I started to doubt. I haven’t gone to therapy in a while but I knew medicine would work I just knew. Other then the Gym I have been playing with my friends online a lot and that is about it. The Gym membership was cheaper then I expected.
I was really sad to hear about the terrorist attack in France, I was also sickened that the media didn’t report other terrorist attacks around the world for example the same day an attack happened in Lebanon. Now all this terrorism is bringing a massive amount of hate on Muslims and people go around blaming all Muslims and consider all of them terrorists. While I consider myself a somewhat religious person I do recognize that all religion does is breed hate and everybody cherrypicks from the bible, quran etc. That is why I changed from Catholicism to Deism but I do keep some of my christian beliefs. I just wish people would use religion for love not hate.
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