6:00 PM
I knew from the moment I woke up today that I was feeling down. I guess I had to crash sometime right? I think whats got me down most of all is the fact that my Australian friend hasn’t been on in about a week and I am very worried about him and with my imagination I always fear the worst. I should know better, I always get so attached to people and something happens and we lose touch and to me it’s like losing them all together. That is how I feel as if I lost my friend forever and that brings so much sadness into my life and it’s the second time this year, the first was with my friends from the pool back in early August and it took a better part of a month to get over it and now this.... My heart hurts, it really does. This depression just eats its way through everything and tears me apart. Again I’m alone, stranded, with no hope for rescue, will I ever talk to my friends again? Will I be happy again soon? Will this pain go away! why wont it go away?
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