1:40 PM
I know it has been a few days since I last wrote but nothing really happened and I get this feeling of not wanting to write or even give an effort to write an entry. I went swimming the past few days and will again today because I think this weekend is the last of it being open I will have to call and make sure. Yesterday I hit my head when I was swimming and it wasn’t fun. The water has been cold because it is getting to where it is colder for a longer time not allowing the water to warm up, but it is fine for me because I take cold showers anyway (colder water is healthier for the skin and hair) so I am use to the cold and I adapt pretty quickly.
So far it seems this new medicine is working, still getting little bouts of depression here and there. There is this confession page on facebook and I confessed on there that when the medicine works and I do feel better/normal for a change I beat myself up for it and bring myself down because I guess deep down I feel that I am not suffering enough for the mental disorders I have. I don’t know why I do it but at least I am at the point where I recognize it. 
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