3:10 PM
So the new med seems to be working with my depression and nighttime anxiety at least so far but I still need that extra help falling asleep and since I am not on saphris anymore I do not have that extra tired feeling so I take a ambien and wait for that to kick in. Last night I feel asleep around 2 in the morning. I have been looking to buy a gaming headset for my xbox one and I was looking around on craigslist to see what people had for sell and I found this guy who was selling a Astro A50 headset and this is a $300 headset but I got it for $80 so that was a steal for me, he told me he did not have an xbone anymore so he had no use for them and I quickly brought them home and set everything up and they work perfectly.
Other then that my mother and I went to the post office and out to eat just doing our own stuff away from step father. Neither of us are fond of him and I was never for their marriage to begin with but we need him to keep us afloat financially. Still haven’t talked with my “friend” after that little episode and it makes me sad. I knew him since Kindergarten and have so many fond memories with him but also many bad memories as well. I don’t want to lose him, I have lost him before where we would get into fights and then later become friends again… I don’t know why, we are each set in our ways and he just doesn’t understand. We have each pushed each others friendship boundaries to the limit and in the past to the breaking point. Part of me is very sad about it and is very much missing our friendship but another part of me right now just feels so betrayed and angry about it. I went on a 5 day bender with weed I got to ease my pain and it certainly helped but today I am sober. Thats all I guess
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