Sunday Morning.... in Plan B

It is actually nice out. Not so hot that you can’t bear the heat. There is an actual breeze. The sun flits in and out of the clouds and Erika is not a threat so that is nice also. I kind of knew in my heart but still it leaves a stain on your memory when you have been thru them so there and that is that.
The more the day goes on the better I feel. In the early (8’ish) morning I felt angst. Yesturday I did my client “Bill”.... he is an 80 something who lives with his son. They have “issues” and there is negetive nrg in the house. Whew. I only did 3 hours but that is all I could stand. It isn’t Bill persay but just the nrg. Just drained me to the core. Seriously. Came home and just wanted to lay down and sleep forever and ever more. At 8 that night I get a v/m from his son Bill. Here his Dad was taken by meat wagon to the hospital. I knew that was coming but not this soon. He asked me if his Dad had a breathing treatment while I was there. I told him no. That his Dad told me he only gets them 2x a day because it makes his heart race. That is understandable. Anyway he said “My Dad lied to me”.... well that’s not surprizing considering what your relationship is or is not. I just need to get out of this gig and get into the hospital.
The recruiter called me friday and said the hospital is getting an audit and that she will call me on monday and let me know what’s what. Fine.
Today I am just going to chill and get things done at my own pace. Slow and easy. Now that I don’t have to get up at 6 I can just chill and have some wine and go thru things that I have been putting off because well that is just me I guess.
I put my back out on th. when I helped Bill get up out of the car. By 5 I was almost in tears. Ugh. O! Jimmy had his first strawberry milk shake in ages on friday. Yea! He drives me crazy but he is cool. Then I hit my forhead up above my right eye and that was fun. Friday was one long day. Came home took a muscle relaxer and fell asleep from 9 to 11 then went to bed.
Some time today I will sit and write my resignation letter to the other company and let them know bye-bye now. Tryin. Best we all can do I suppose. I am blessed for everything I have.