8:30 PM I would like to thank everyone who leaves me notes, it means alot that you all care and I enjoy reading your opinions.
Today for the most part was a good day, I got my first check and was happy about it. I was declared unable to account for my money or whatever and my mother is in charge of it. She is not strict with me about it and so far it’s working out. We went and seen the bum and then went to the post office to be greeted with the surprise of my first check. I ended up coming home and was playing the new black ops III beta with my best friend and we played world of tanks for a while until I made a mistake.
I never told him about my disability or that I was approved but for some reason I decided I would and I was hoping he would be supportive of me but boy was I wrong. So I told him about how I got it and I also got my check with back pay (which I didn’t know I would get) and this is how it went down. He seems to think that disability is the same thing as welfare, and he called me a piece of shit several times saying how he works and I do nothing to deserve getting payed mentally ill or not… I really don’t know what to think, he is one of the closest people to me and I don’t have really any friends I talk to on a daily basis besides him. I feel so betrayed and sad and alone, I cannot believe he would do that and call me a piece of shit. I don’t normally smoke a lot but tonight I had a few cigarettes, usually I have about just 1 or 2 but I feel so heartbroken. I thought he would be supportive of me, and happy for me. He doesn’t understand what I am going through because he doesn’t experience what I go through and I understand that but I didn’t.... It was such a low blow to me.. I don’t understand anymore. :(
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