Just Thinking... in Plan B

Scary I know. Today was a hard day for me. The man I take care of the VA he went to Tampa today and found out the cancer is not gone from his throat and esophogus. I knew it tho. I just did. Of course I wanted it not be there but it is what it is. I went to the VA and got him a box of syringes so he can feed himself via tube. He is so hungry for food and can’t eat anything. It hurts to bad. He cried today. I cried on the inside.
I called taleo and my applications ( I think I have 4 ) for a hospital one is at the mang. desk so that is a good sign. Now after allllllllll this time my other home health care calls me and wants to know why I haven’t picked up any shifts. The office mang. of the local office didn’t call but from the major branch. I was too tired and driving and I want to talk to her straight so I told her I was having lunch and will call her tom. I want to keep her in my back pocket and leave her there. I don’t like to be bullied into shift work. If you refuse a client let’s say to german cock roaches that should be enough. But no. So no to them. Nuff said.
I have to walk the dogs one more time than I am going to bed. I have been really diggin Judy Blumes new book “In the Unlikely Event” very good so far.
Hope tom. is a better day.