25'th Anniversary in Plan B

Tomorrow is the 25’th anniversary of my Dad’s passing. He died of pancreatic cancer. I miss him so. I was Daddy’s Lil Girl and we did a bunch of stuff together. He would put me in the car and him and I would go to W.Virginia and see his family. We went to Cedar Point every year. The year 1976 the Bicentenial we rented a winnie and traveled around. My Dad was so cool. He found my (rainbow) bong and asked how it worked. He loved loved loved music. I would come home from work and he would be sitting on the couch watching MTV - old school MTV music videos. He was an animal lover and if he could put up with Mom he was a saint. I miss him so much. He didn’t care about smoking pot, we talked politics, music and he was so smart.
I felt so sorry for him at times dealing with Mom and then 4 daughters. I knew when I was born he wanted a boy ( so did his mother) but I think it didn’t matter. Just after 3 girls who wouldn’t want a boy? I know Dad is keeping an eye on me an Mom too.
I love you Dad. Thank you for putting up with me and my shinanigans. I miss you so much. The years may pass the hurt may dull a lil but the space that you took up will never be filled again.