We Lost... O well ~ in Plan B

I didn’t take it to heart. If truth be told too tired to care. I had to take care of my lady today. She ate just ice bits and pieces. To change her now is a 2 assist. She dosn’t move now. Dosn’t open her eyes only when forced then not really there. I had the asshole LPN today. What a douche. He knows I don’t like him. Feeling is mutal. He is too rough with my lady. Be gentle. How fucking hard is that? It took all my nrg today to get thru the day. All of it. I am spent. Emotionally. When I get like this I can’t be around people. It almost hurts to be sociable. Even walking the dogs is tough.
Won’t be out of bed long tonight. Watching Anothy Bourdain - Parts Unknown. I like him. Milk and cookies will soon follow.