Love U2.... in Plan B

I met U2 a long time ago. 20+ years ago. I was working at a restraunt as a everything. They had a contract with Evening Start Productions. So I got to do alot of shows and one of them was U2. I did the Joshua Tree Tour. Man it was awesome. Nice guys.
Tired. It’s ok tho. I did my usual. I go to this local restraunt and order corn chowda ( with a nice big lump of blue crab on the side - swuueet) and a side of garlic mash potatoes - they aren’t really mashed mashed there awesome with garlic butter. I mix the 2 together and well that right there puts me in hibernation. The carbs alone can put me in a coma and it did. I needed it so bad. Felt wonderful. Lame but wonderful.
I am not doing that couple anymore. I knew it. I felt it and it’s ok. It is driving me to where I truely need to be and that is out on my own. I will still have the back up company for obvious reasons. But the majority of my work will come from me. I have to have some control somewhere so go from there. Can’t complain where your at if you don’t do nothin about it.
Tomorrow go see Jan. I really don’t feel anything one way or another. That is what time does - it takes the angst out of situations that normally would be there if it took place at another time. At least for me anyway. I just know that it is the right thing to do. Funny how it just “happen” to fall on the day before Mother’s Day. Everything happens for a reason. Everything.
Even tho I had a hibernation tonight I am heading off to bed now just to add some more hours in to my sleeping bank. It gets depleated so quickly anymore.
I want to a record player and play albums. U2 has a vinyl out. The Edge has wooden flying V that is so beautiful. I love how personal they get with the audiance. Too bad ticket prices have gone out in the universe. I remember when I bought tickets for $8. Between going to concerts and “doing” concerts - been to a shit load. Worse - Diana Ross - Biaaatch. Also Guns and Roses. Axel got so wasted on Jack he had had alchol poioning and we were told not to call the meat wagon. They didn’t want it leaking to the press. Sooooo that was fun. Try telling the audiance of a gajillion people no G-n-R. Then he did the same thing in Flagstaff. The gov. of the state said for them to never come back. The Peppers. Killer good. Came out on stage in nothing but tube soxs on. They got bad press the next day and said they peed on the audiance. They never did that. I wrote a letter to News Times of Phoenix and ratted them out. One day I will write some stories of the gigs…but this lil girl is going back into hibernation. Sleep is a beautiful thing isn’t it?