Computer Challanges Amoungst Other Things.... in Plan B

My computer is “acting up” again. One night I tried to get on and just said the hell with it and went to bed. Watching the CMA. It is at some huge stadium in Texas.
Yesturday Nancy and I went out to breakfast because they were showing the house. I guess there having “mixed” feelings about selling it now. It was a second showing and she flew in her husband from N.C. I think. Anyway to make a long story short these people never had a loan taken out. Never. There in their late 40’s. How can you never take a loan out unless you have alot of $? So there talking about a line of equity from there bank. All I know is down here they aren’t giving $ a way like they use to.
Now here is another lil diddy. After yesturdays breakfast and the exhausting heat came home and laid down for a bit. Woke up and the phone rang and here it was Sharon. The first words that popped out her mouth is we bought a mercedes. I thought WHAT? Then she says “Do you want my car?” - I just woke up. It was like wait…give me a minute. So now 24 hours have passed and I am going to get her car and I will pay her $3k for it in $100( that is what her and her husband decided on) incriments ( actually it will be more so I can get it done and over with ) so that way I don’t want them to think I am just a taker. They gave me a big chunk of change when I was going thru my “other life” that I don’t have to pay back so no. I am not a “taker”… What an awesome blessing. I am so blessed. Right now my car is sitting on 112k, a right window that dosn’t go down or up. No A/C. Has been hit 9 times mayby 10 ~ not a one of them my fault, needs brakes. So this is a blessing. I was thinking of like Oct. to get a car because that is when it will be more affordable for me. It brings tears to my eyes. Really.
One thing you can say for sure I do not lead a boring life. My life style is quite but what comes to me is exciting.
Sharon did press on that I do need to make amends with Jan and yes I do agree but it will be on my own time. Right now I got more irons in the fire and I am running all over mentally and physically so I need to make time for it meantally and now isn’t the time. It waited this long it can wait a lil longer. Mayby a letter will go in the mail first then go from there.
Now with all this going on the idea of dating hasn’t left me yet and I won’t let. I am taking baby steps here and slowy but surely I am finding myself again. Have to get some sure footing first then move forward.
I do love country music. Never thought I would say that but I did. Taylor Swift, Brooks -N- Dunn, Fl.Ga.Line, Garth Brooks, Amanda Lambert on and on and on.
Very blessed and know it.