HUBBY in DAUGHTER

I AM SO FED UP! I DON’T KNOW IF I AM MAKING TOO MUCH OF THIS OR NOT. IT DOESN’T MATTER. IT IS HOW I FEEL AND THAT’S ALL THAT COUNTS.
MY HUBBY MET THIS WOMAN SEVERAL YEARS AGO AND THEY HAVE BEEN FRIENDLY EVER SINCE. THEY PLAY GOLF TOGETHER. OF COURSE THEY ARE OUTSIDE. HE IS 78. I JUST CAN’T HELP THINKING THAT HE SHOULD FIND A MAN TO HANG OUT WITH. HE DRIVES HER TO THE GOLF COURSE IN FLORIDA THREE TIMES A WEEK. EVEN THOUGH HE ALWAYS TELLS ME THE MEN PLAY WITH THE MEN AND THE WOMEN PLAY WITH THE WOMEN IT JUST BOTHERS ME SO MUCH THAT HE CHOOSES HER TO HANG OUT WITH. IN FLORIDA THEY TOOK GOLF LESSONS TOGETHER AND WENT FOR LUNCH. I AM SO READY TO LEAVE MY HUBBY!!!!!!!!
I AM IN TORONTO BECAUSE MY DAUGHTER HAD DOUBLE MASTECTOMIES. MY HUBBY WAS HERE FOR ABOUT FIVE DAYS. THEN HE RETURNED HOME. MY DAUGHTER WANTS ME TO STAY HERE UNTIL HER DRAINS COME OUT. I THOUGHT I SHOULD GO HOME BECAUSE MY HUBBY IS ALONE. I DON’T THINK HE CARES AND NOW I DON’T EITHER. WHEN I SPOKE TO HIM A LITTLE WHILE AGO HE TOLD ME HE WAS GOING TO PLAY GOLF WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND. FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT ABOUT ALL HIS MEN FRIENDS. I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT AFTER FIFTY YEARS I AM JEALOUS!!!! HE ARRANGED A BRIDGE GAME AT OUR HOUSE TUESDAY NIGHT. HE DIDN’T EVEN ASK ME.
SO NOW WHEN I TOLD HIM I WOULDN’T BE HOME HE SAID HE WOULD REPLACE ME WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD! I EMAILED HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT AS LONG AS HE IS “WITH HER”“” I AM GOING TO STAY HERE AS LONG AS I AM WELCOME!!!!!!!!!!
I DON’T KNOW WHT HE THINKS BUT AT THIS POINT I DON’T CARE. I AM HERE AND I WILL STAY UNTIL I FEEL UNWELCOME.