About me Part 2 in My life both public and private!

My high school years were pretty uneventful. I played 3 sports, was a good student, was active in clubs and the Girl Scouts. Even got my Gold award in Girl Scouts. Earned 12 varsity letters and was the captain of the Tennis and Softball teams my senior year. Was voted by my class mates as “The Girl you want to bring home to mom and dad”, as wall as “Most Athletic” and “Most likely to become a teacher”. I had a lot of friends but would have never considered my self real popular. I was more of the person that your parents wanted you to hang w/ because if I was around you probably weren’t going to get in any trouble.

Never dated in hs but went to both the jr. & sr. prom w/ brothers of friends of mine. Never was even kissed except for a peck here and there all 4 years. I did have a huge crush on one boy in my class. His name was Chris H. Very handsome and a nice mix of a good guy and a bad boy. We are still friends today and even joke about all the good times we missed out on in hs. By my sophomore year I was already looking into which college I wanted to attend. I didn’t drink at all and didn’t have my first beer until I had graduated from hs and I was down in Avalon during the summer between hs and college. I had all of one beer b4 I started college. Wow was I a fun teenager or what???????????

I did discover how to make myself “Feel Good”. I had heard some of the girls on the tennis team talk about a shoulder massager to help relieve “tension”. Me having no idea of what they meant asked for one for Christmas my sophomore year. It took me about a month to figure out it not was only good for your shoulders but also another part of your anatomy. I had masturbated before but I considered it just OK. With this “massager” it felt great. I would go into the computer room at home, close the door, get the blanket out and use the shoulder massager on myself until I was about to jump out of my skin. I did this several times a week at first. Then it became a daily routine. I used to need new batteries for the “shoulder massager” just about every week. But I still didn’t have a bf. I was quite tall and very thin. Was lucky to be an A cup. Even as a jr. in hs I still basically wore training bra’s. So now what to do?

I remember when my brother and his friends used to come to our house I would listen to them talk about all kinds of stuff. They probably never knew I was listening. They would talk about school, soccer, lax, college and of course girls. I would listen extra hard when it came to the discussions about girls. Had to be something I needed to know about being a girl and getting a bf that I was missing. I could never ask my mom about it and most of the girls I hung w/ were in the same boat as me. One day when I was probably a freshman in hs and Kyle was home from college during Thanksgiving break I was listening as they were all talking about the fun they had in hs. I remember my brother saying his old gf Lacy would always have a bf. One of the guys asked was it because she could cook? And my brother said “No it is because she gives great BJ’s“. I always remembered this whenever I thought about dating and having a bf of my own. I tried to learn all I could about giving a bj. I read about it on line. Watched crappy porn on HBO at night. Even talked to some of my friends about it. But never had the opportunity to give it a try until late in my Freshman year of college. More about that in my next entry. Which may be a FO only one. Depends on how deep I go into my first experiences of dating.

Cold and windy here today. Have a 11 mile run scheduled for tomorrow morning to get ready for my 1/2 marathon in 3 weeks. Also helping out w/ the JV softball team this morning. Not sure if the practice will be in the gym or outside on the fields. Everything still seems to wet to use the fields yet. Also doing the nursery at church again tomorrow morning. It will be quite crowded as it is Easter Sunday. My dad always calls the people who go to church on Easter Sunday “Twice a year Christians” as they usually show up only on Christmas and Easter.

Today is busy. After softball practice I am getting my hair cut and going out for lunch w/ a couple of friends of mine. Then I have a date this afternoon/evening w/ a guy I met a couple of weeks ago at a wine tasting I went to. Have never gone out w/ him before so I am looking forward to it. We are going to a friend of his condo to watch the Duke/Michigan State game and then out for dinner. Then we are coming back to my house to watch the Kentucky game. Or probably the end of the Kentucky game depending on how long dinner takes.

Have a great Easter all!