Ending a chapter or book rather ~ in Plan B

Put a fork in me I am done. I think this week my house is going to close. Thank Gawd. It has draaaaaaged on for years and finally it is going to happen. Not only that but I am not going to get sued. I just didn’t want anyone after me wanting something they can’t have like $. Really. At first the realitor is saying I will try to get you some $ out of this. I told her - no. Just let me get rid of this with no owing anyone nothing. at. all. And I do belive it is going to happen. Finally. If you look in our local paper my bank is doing sooooooo many foreclosures it runs all 7 days in the paper. It use to be these big ol boxes now there small and take up to 4 pages sometimes. O man. I know a short sale isn’t a walk in the park. I had 5 potential buyers but this one is going to work. I can take a deep breath breath without wanting to throw up and sleep at night without waking up in fear. Fear of the unkown. I am blessed and I know it.
Speaking of good things the place where I am living at now won’t be for sale any longer after a week or so. Unless by some miracle some one does snatch it up but so far no. It’s been shown at least 15 times. Mostly out of nibbiness. The 45 days are up and that is that. Whew. I am telling you I was not stressing out but hoping that it wouldn’t sell. Thankfully the realistate lady is a lil cray - cray so for her to sell anything is probly a miracle. I know her from wayyyyy back in the ALF days and ya she is one giant bucket of “Hot Mess” written allll over it.
Casie Marie gets her doo done tomorrow. Finally. I was going to get it done but then it got cold and I didn’t want her to be cold so I put it off then a summer blast hit like it was June or July and I felt so bad for not doing it well now she is getting it done. Then she will have small minor surgery to get her moles off of her. She is part Chow, Cocker and Golden and the moles come from the Cocker. Well she has to be slightly sedated and I want Dr. O to do it and she said she would. Thank Gawd. She is a very good vet.
Slowly I am getting things together it is just taking longer than I wanted it too but hey such is life. Found a great quote on face book....by Paulo Coelho ~ A mistake repeated more than once is a decision. There is a really good page called Hippie Peace Freaks and it is such an uplifting place to check out plus there “way back machine” is killer good too. Alot of their stuff goes on my page just to keep me heading forward never straight.