The nights are the worst. in Healing?

I got drunk, a male friend got too handsy, I cried myself to sleep and had nightmares about you. I had nightmares about you during my nap this afternoon. I have them every night. I’m coming up to sleeping only three hours. The rest of the dark is just sitting in panic, waiting for something to happen. I can rest after 6am, only after. Only I can’t. I work days. So my solution? I just stop sleeping and keep drinking. That’s the best I’ve got. Least it’s not drug use, not yet.