Too tired to write, really.
I had dinner with the Bulldog. I ended up saying I’m out and that I can’t do it anymore after feeling like an utter fool. He has no capacity for feeling good about anything anymore, and all I can do is feel shitty about the whole thing…and my heart is just broken.
I know I loved him, but he wouldn’t let me.
I guess I owe him one, eh?
Today is a ZERO.
Ugh,
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