Crappy Entry Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Today was a bad day for my stomach. Lunch, Snack, and Dinner came back out within 45 minutes of eating. I am telling you all right now, I can't live like this. My trip to the specialist isn't until April 3rd. Because my body isn't absorbing anything I eat, I am extremely dehydrated. My skin is white and I can't stop drinking water. My lower back is killing me... basically right where my kidneys are, but I won't speculate. It might not be my kidneys that hurt. Might just be lower back pain. All I know is the pain and agony I am going through is so bad that I am becoming scared to eat and at the same time I am always hungry because the food is going right through me. I hope to God the specialist can help me.
Derek and I are going strong. Dare I say I love him? No, I won't say it because it's too soon and I don't believe someone can love someone that quick. Yes, we've known each other two years, but we've only dated for 2 and a half months. I miss him terribly. I want to see him so bad. I get to see him tomorrow. He's coming over to my work place after he gets out of work. We'll see each other for 30 minutes and then he's off to Grandpa's house. However, he told me today that he's going to help me move on Saturday. So at least I know I'll see him then.
My apartment is destroyed. There is so much crap laying around I have NO idea how I am going to get it straightened up by Thursday's piano lesson. Since I haven't said it yet during this entry I will say it now. I can't wait to move!!!
Goodnight all.
Her
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Gosh that seems to long to wait to see the specialist...i hope they can stop whatever is happening to you. i'll be praying for you. [lostonthesea]
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