I’ve been bleeding for 13 days. I would like to stop that.
I’ve been feeling unmotivated at work. More money would be nice, but mostly I want a project.
I’ve been looking for a new job, as well. I want to work days, so that Kenny and I can have dinner together. So that we can see how we operate as a couple, so that maybe we can move in together and live happily ever after.
I’m also terrified of being happy with Kenny, because to me, that spells the beginning of the end. I’m scared to get closer to him, because I’m scared of losing him. Being intimate means being vulnerable, and risks are scary.
Kenny treats me better than Ian did, which makes me even more scared of losing him.
I need my evenings and I need friends. I don’t see those coming along any time soon, but I’m looking.
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