Results Are In Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Suspense sucks. Except of course if you are on my end. However, if you were on my end, you wouldn't be in suspense. You would already know if I were pregnant or not. What I really wish I could do is have dead silence, then have Maury say, "And you are NOT the father," then have every one gasp in surprise. However, the question is not who is or is not the father... it's if in fact there is a baby on board.
So I might as well go ahead and tell you all if I am or am not pregnant. I regret that I didn't tell you before. No, I don't. That was a lie. I just wanted to start the sentence with "I regret." (just in case you are skimming this entry for the answer. I have also kept writing if I am or am not pregnant through this entry for the same reason. However, I will now tell you at this moment that it's true. I know the answer. It's a one line answer. For those of you that have taken a pregancy test, you now know the answer.
For those of you that still aren't sure of the answer I will just come out and say it. That way you all can stop skimming this entry for the answer. I am not pregnant and I am really bummed. However, I am really ok with it. I took my chance and that's something that no one can take away from me. I do regret not being able to have given you all a positive answer. However, I can tell you this. If the opportunity ever knocks again, I will surely open that door again. It really feels good to go after something I want, with out having to worry about what other people will think.
Thanks for following my short journey. Hopefully next time it will be 9 months longer!
I love you all!
Her
P.S. I had a wonderful Birthday!
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No regrets. Good way to live.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
And I'll tell ya what... if you're ever in Jersey and want to try again... ;-) [JKD Student]
9/27/2006 12:06:44 AM
I'm sorry to hear it didnt work out this time, but keep trying and it will happen!! Glad you had an awesome birthday!! It means there is another year more filled with memories, dreams, and excitement to come your way now! [Slytherin Blood] 9/27/2006 12:21:29 AM
Sorry the results weren't what you wanted. Glad to hear you had a good birthday though.
And JKD: Missouri is closer to her than New Jersey!
grins
[OddJohn]
9/27/2006 12:24:40 AM
Glad you had a good Birthday and that you are ok with the results. [lostonthesea] 9/27/2006 7:31:18 AM
oh honey, I'm sorry. You seem to be handling it well though and for that I'm glad.
I'm also glad that you had a wonderful birthday (I almost spelled it borthday- should have left it).
love!
[ephemera] [p]
9/27/2006 9:35:05 AM
Im glad you had a great birthday. Sorry it was a one liner. Im sure it will come when the time is right. [muted exposure] 9/27/2006 10:52:22 AM
im so sorry it didnt happen but maybe it just means you need a while longer... i sorta believe that somethings happen for a reason and i am sure there is a good reason behin this [~underneath~] 9/28/2006 6:51:16 PM
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