Firefighter, Private Number, New Fish and MORE! Thursday, August 10, 2006
Well, I suppose it's time to update this thing.
I went out with the firefighter. He was alright. No wow-factor, like there was with C. I have had lots of thoughts about the firefighter like... "I could settle for him." and "He's not exactly my type, but he could do." Then I was thinking about the end of the date when he kissed me goodnight. I seriously couldn't remember anything about the kiss. Heck, I didn't even know if there was tongue action. So I guess he's not the one. I don't know. I am supposed to go out with him again this Saturday. I really don't want to. I seriously just want to relax and visit with my parents and not worry about another date and trying to make it work. I mean, he's a nice guy and all... there was just no spark. Ugh.
I got a call on my home phone last night at 12:40am. It was private name/private number. This scares me. Everytime I see this kind of call my heart sinks. I always immediatly think its psycho ex Chris. I know it's silly. I know it's stupid. Except for the fact that the last thing Chris said to me was, "The next time I am in Michigan I am not leaving with out you." I hadn't heard from him in 6 years and he called my parents out of no where about 2 years ago. He's the same guy that pulled a knife out of the kitchen drawer and put it to his throat and said, "You ruined my life! Now I am going to kill myself in front of you!" Terror. I can't help but wonder. Is he still looking for me? Is he going to show up on my door step one day? If he could remember my parents names to find their number, I am sure he can find me. HOWEVER, stepping back... it might not be him at all. It could be worse. It could be psycho-bitch girlfriend of Keith trying to see if I will answer my phone from her. (because you know I am supposed to know who it is when they block their ID) Either way, I don't want either one of them calling. It sucks when people just won't let things die. When people just won't stop let go. It's like I am amphetamine. People are sickly addicted to my ability to naturally stimulate the body... or something like that. At least that is what I am going to believe. I can't help it that people can't stop calling me. I am just that good.
I got my fish Madilyn and friend today. Someone left a 20 gallon fish tank with working filter and a beautiful wooden stand for it in their apartment when they moved out. Call me trash-picker if you must, but I took it and cleaned it up. Then gave Madilyn a new home. She loves it. So does the new fish. They are buddies. They swim right next to each other. How cute is that?
C got his pilots lisence. He is taking me up in a plane next week when he gets back from visiting his parents. I am really excited. I hope I can bring my camera and take pictures. Hurray! He said we could fly over my home town. That's where I told him I wanted to go. How exciting is that!? Can't wait! Yippy!
I have been cleaning office's for extra income. The person that hired me is on vacation so I have been cleaning every single night. I am seriously beat. My check from him is going to be awsome. I am telling ya.
The song I am working on for the piano is the Moonlight Sonata. I learn a new song for my dad everytime I go home to visit. The Moonlight Sonata is one of his favorites.
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ooh ooh ooh! Moonlight Sonata is my all-time favorite piece of classical music!
Firefighter definitely sounds like a "thanks but no thanks" situation.
Enjoy the plane ride!
[OddJohn]
8/11/2006 8:36:24 AM
Cool - a private plane ride! That's something I've always wanted to do. Sounds like life is good right now. Awww, that is so sweet of you to learn that song for your dad. [kluv] 8/11/2006 9:11:20 AM
whoa how freaky about knife guy. Maybe it was just a wrong number. Yes, that's what it was, a wrong number. Some moron looking to order a large pizza with the works and extra, extra cheese and some garlic bread. And a pop. A diet pop. because, you know, sugar = bad when you're eating a large greasy pizza and some garlic bread.
I'm currently learning how to play Moonlight Sonata on guitar (finally - I've had the music for ages). It's one of my favorites, too.
love!
[hawk.]
8/11/2006 10:22:35 AM
It must be hard for you to think of that every time you see a private number but you no what you cant let it take over your life you gotta try to get past it even though its hard.. and maybe you should give the firefighter a second chance with the second date maybe things will b better and if not.. you move on... and enjoy the plane ride it sounds awesome! [~underneath~] 8/11/2006 10:41:37 AM
everytime i see private, it is ususally my ex, which is annoying because I don't want to talk.
The plane ride sounds exciting. you are really not into firefighter if you can't remember kissing him...not good. hopefully the next date will be short. [lostonthesea]
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