Living Alone.... in Plan B

Sometimes I love living alone ~ most of the time I do. But when things pile up I wish I had someone to share things with just to help me out some. Getting overwhelmed takes alot out of me. I don’t know whether it’s age or life in general. But back in the day I use to bounce back pretty snappy quick but now not so much. To have everything 100% on me is hard sometimes. One good thing tho I moved back to my old place and there is a good support system here so that is good. I don’t feel so isolated like I use to.
Tomorrow I have to take Romeo in to get his kneck seen about. He has allergies and he digs at his kneck and it’s pretty raw. I put neo on it and wrapped it up in dressing and even cut a sock and put it over his head to protect everything and he still tore it off. So off to the vet he goes. I don’t want to put in a 12 hour day on saturday and sit here and worry. I gave him childrens benedryl and now he is out of it so I will attempt to do his kneck again and see if I can come up with a better solution.
Speaking of solutions deciding to have tuesday has given me a sense of relief knowing I don’t have to go anywhere if I don’t want too. I have to claim some space for myself because no one else will do it for me. Yes, I could use the $ but at what cost to have some time to myself. I need it bad and I feel I deserve it even if it is selfish. O well.
I walked the kids this a.m. and some ass hat yelled at me for one of the dogs peeing on his sign. This town is known for it’s dogs I do clean up after they have pooped but pee - really? He made it a point to go around the court yard and yell at me again. If his life is so small that “pisses” him off he is one lucky man. I just have a tendancy to blow stuff off and not let it fester or whatever. Having an ” I don’t care” attitude sometimes can save me alot of grief. Why carry useless crap around?
Going to unpack my books then I am done. It’s like seeing old friends again.