Going to try to squeak an entry out.
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The Bulldog: true to form, he’s confusing again. He has asked me to go with him to a gallery opening on Saturday night, and I’m cool with that and excited about it. But since I haven’t heard anything more about it…or really anything more from him at all in a few days, I half expect him to blow me off. I mean, that tends to be the way he rolls with me. I am writing this down so that you can hold me to this. If he does blow me off I’m going to tell him that this way of relating to me is unacceptable. I’ll still be friends and we can still do our walks, but I’m going to have to get my heart out of it – because little by little, I went all-in while he bounced in and out and all around. Maybe he’s trying in the only way he knows how, or maybe he’s playing games. Time will tell, but I’m giving it until this weekend.
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My new plan of action is indifference. I have decided to slowly peek back into Tinder (I check my account from time to time). I gotta get back to being comfortable about being a happy-go-lucky “single” again. Ready to mingle? Maybe. Maybe very soon.
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The weather is supposed to be absolutely gorgeous this weekend. I’d like to spend much of it outside walking the puppy and patio hopping! I wish I had DEFINITE plans to do so. Well, I have definite plans for myself – I should do some inviting, shouldn’t I?
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I am so in love with my puppy, I can’t even tell you! I’m so lucky that I can take her to work with me. I am prepping for Saturday night – going to have to leave her for a few hours (that is, IF the Bulldog comes through with his proposal). We are working our way up. I think the separation anxiety is mostly mine.
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Work is getting insanely busy. I’m putting together several proposals at a time. I’m exhausted most of the time. Even exercise and vitamins and excess coffee is not cutting it. Perhaps it’s the 3-4 glasses of wine I tend to drink every night when I get home from work? HM.
Gotta go. Duty calls!
I love you!
GS
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