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lazy weekend in Life

  • Jan. 11, 2015, 9:23 p.m.
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Last week was an easy one. Went to work Monday. Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday were snow days! Tuesday and Wednesday I didn’t do much. Stayed home. Cleaned. Relaxed. Was nice. Thursday my other teacher friends were bored as well so we met up in the neighborhood I used to live. Had breakfast did some shopping then headed back to Asia to bring my new housemate home. I stopped at a friend’s house and she made dinner which was really great. I should invite them this weekend. New housemate and I headed home after we ate. Really great day!

my housemate is a friend of mine. He used to live with a girl i work with but he had an argument with the guy he shared a room with and moved out. Now he’s with me and it’s been really great. He cooks and cleans and we hang out and watch movies. Really nice guy.

Friday was super chill. I relaxed at home and the best part is I reconnected with my really good friend from New York. We talked for like 2 hours! I think I convinced him to come see me in April so I am super excited!

Saturday… fucking Saturday. A friend of mine asked me if he could invite some of his friends over to my house to hang out since I’m trying not to spend money. I was hesitant but this is the new Rose so I agreed. This is the friend who I introduced to my friends and he always hangs with them and never sees me. This was his redemption his chance to make up for it. All day he was complaining that his new friends weren’t answering their phones everyone was blowing him off. I reminded him that I wasn’t and I was here and made no plans because I was seeing him. He ended up messaging me around 7pm saying he was going out drinking and they didn’t want to come here. Chance blown dude. I’m done with you. It sucks to lose a friend but what’s the point really when they don’t see your worth?

Also on Saturday I get a message from the guy I recently broke up with. He asked if he could ask me a question. I said sure. He asked “are you fucking your ex” now I could lie or I could tell the truth. I thought about it for a minute and decided to be honest and say yes.

Phone rings. It’s him. I answer and he starts yelling at me about how I’m so horrible and he’s so glad we broke up. I just hang up because I don’t need to be yelled at.

I send a message saying he has no right to yell at me like that. I’m sorry things didn’t work with us but stop trying to find reasons to hate me to make yourself feel better

Phone rings again.

Delete my number never speak to me again I hope I never see your face again. Fuck I’m so glad we broke up I can’t believe I wanted to marry you.

I hung up again and just blocked him. Everywhere.

What I wanted to say:
at least my ex’s dick isn’t small
at least his dick works
I’m glad I’m not with an over jealous controlling guy
Fuck yoooooou

But I didn’t say those things. Let him hate me. Let it be easier for him. To be fair I did break up with him out of nothing. I was conflicted about feelings for my ex. I was going through a lot of changes mentally. I just needed to not be in a relationship. So yes I understand he is upset. And I understand he needs a reason to hate me because as far as he could tell everything was great between us.

2 toxic people gone from my life in one day.

Today, Sunday I did nothing :) well no I did make a delicious breakfast. Washed dishes. did laundry. And I worked on something for work. Went to dinner with my housemate and my friend for fish. Soooo good!

back to work tomorrow! Excited to see what this week will bring!


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