2026 isn’t my year.
Ever watched intervention and heard most of them say it just hurt so much they needed it to stop? I get that.
It just hurts so fucking much. More than anything I’ve ever felt in my whole life.
My mom experienced a traumatic medical event. Definitely not her first, but absolutely her worst. After an agonizing month of fighting to get better, advocating for her needs, begging her to wake up and look at me (which was ultimately worse than her not waking up), I was left to make the most agonizing choice with my dad to let her go.
My mom died last week. My babies had to say goodbye to her.
I know there has been so much joy in this year, but there’s also been so much pain. I just want it to stop.
(I am in no way a harm to myself and am actively seeing a trauma and grief therapist. I’m okay. Just not okay.)
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