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Brother Search Continues
What I expected to hear today was that someone had seen him in the past few days/weeks. What I heard instead, consistently, was no one has seen him since summer of last year. My friend and I m...
Brother
My brother is missing. This day was bound to come, but it still feels shocking. He’s not been functioning for most of his adult life. He’s had lots of mental health issues. He tried anything and...
My Core
We sat on the balcony. watching the sunset. Smell of rain was in the air. Your words told me you understood. that it was okay. But your face disagreed. Eventually your words did too. I asked...
Noise
Sometimes I just want to SCREAM. To offset the noise. So much racket. Loud shrilling little voices echoing through the halls. Bouncing around in my mind. It radiates through my bones. I can f...
Eternity. Again.
Once I called you a nightmare I wish I could have. Said you’d haunt me for eternity. I’d think about you daily. And I do. Decades have gone by. Families made. Beliefs, desires, wants needs, c...
It used to be
I remember the way it used to be used to make me feel electric. Alive. orange.red.yellow. on fire telling my truth. and now I sit and wonder can those colors words.feelings. return to my finge...
Open Diary
Today I find myself missing my open diary family. Though sometimes I went months without checking in on them, reading their stories, or writing my own, I thought about them daily. Every day I rem...
Book Description
I am in devastation of learning that my open diary account has been lost forever. 10 years of pouring my heart out is gone. Memories written in colorful words that I cannot get back. I hope to find some of my old friends on here. This will be my continuation of words written, except this time I’ll be sure to back all of it up regularly. This is my life “on paper” in poetry you probably won’t understand, but hopefully enjoy. I hope that you can find your own meaning for them.
