Stupid Thing Wednesday, March 15, 2006
I did a stupid thing. Just like in the past, I used my dopey girly stupidity to weaken my common sense. Dang it I hate it when I do that! You see, what I did was gave Keith the benifit of the doubt. I figured it had been a year and he had moved to Canada, and he truly had started his life over. So when he instant messaged me I thought, "alright, I talk to him... see how he's doing." Well of course that didn't work out too well. With in 3 sentances Keith logged off all a sudden and didn't come back. Still after a year, and living in a different country, he still has to hide his friendship from his girlfriend. Now, I don't care if his girlfriend doesn't want him to talk to me. I am completely ok with that. However, what I can't stand is the fact that he keeps trying to get ahold of me against her will. It's like he is purposely trying to get me involved in something I don't want to be involved with. Last year I had to almost press charges against them to get them to stop calling me. So anyway, I figured him moving to Canada, maybe they broke up and him and I could be friends again. So after 3 sentences and him signing off, I didn't even need to ask what was going on. She must have walked into the room.
So now it's official. After a year of hardly no contact and getting "hidden" once again, it's over. I no longer will speak to him when he messages me. I am cutting off all ties officially. No more giving him the benifit of the doubt. He's done. Gone. Over. NOT worth my time. Such a loser. Damn. How do I get caught up with idiots like this? PIsses me off that I can be so blind. At least it's over now. Taking his name off my messenger and eventually I will forget I ever knew him. Can't wait until the day that "Keith who?" becomes natural.
I still haven't heard from the factory. I spoke with Steph about it, and she said not to worry about it. She said it takes them awhile. I am really getting nervous. I really want this new job. Oh well. I guess all I can do is wait.
I am tired. I am off to bed.
Her
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im glad you feel that way...anyone who feels the need to hide even a friendship is not worth being friends with [muted exposure] 3/15/2006 6:20:02 AM
Good for you! I'm glad you're not going to put up with his bullshit anymore.
xo
[hawk.]
3/15/2006 9:47:00 AM
It's hard to cut ties like that....I've given people the benefit of the doubt and been burned. It takes time, but it will be ok.
Good Luck with the factory job!!! [One Crazy Mom]
3/15/2006 10:49:34 PM
Glad to hear you are moving on...if he can't talk to you naturally, he is not worth your time...hope you hear from the factory soon. [lostonthesea] 3/17/2006 12:12:47 AM
What they said. :) [JKD Student]
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