Job/C/Dave Wednesday, October 26, 2005
The Coolest Job Ever: My interview went horrible. However, it wasn't exactly my fault. She was running 20 minutes behind on interviews and by the time it was time for my interview she just blew through it. I tried to slow her down but she was just trying to catch up. She hardly talked to me and I knew she wouldn't even remember me. So needless to say, I didn't get the job.
I am afraid to admit that C and me are over. He called me last night and I had my ringer off so I didn't hear it. It was 1:30am when I noticed so I couldn't call him. I tried to call him tonight and it wouldn't go through. I tried 4 or 5 times. It was liked the number was disconnected. I don't know. I will try again tomorrow. Or maybe I won't. He goes out of town every weekend and I haven't seen him in almost 2 months. Why the heck should I even try? He wants me to come over at 8pm and stay the night with him and leave at 7am the next morning. I am not anybody's whore. So I refuse to do it. I have turned him down 3 times now. When he makes a sacrafice to me and takes time to treat me like a lady.. then and only then will I follow through with anything.
There is another guy, Dave, that seems interested. However, he's got 2 kids so I am not sure how I feel about that. If it was just one child, I wouldn't mind. However, he just had another child born last week! So that makes me a little squirmish. I don't know. I am about to just give up.
I guess that's all for now. I am too tired to think.
Her
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Good for you with that whole treat you like a lady thing b.c if you dont make him have to do that now that trust me he will never treat you like a lady. And when he wants those just nightime things like wth you are not his whore. you deserve better then that. [~underneath~] 10/26/2005 7:58:34 AM
ryn: it's on VH1 [Jasmineā„] 10/27/2005 6:06:55 PM
That's terrible about the interview.
I'm glad you don't give into C's nighttime wants. That's just ridiculous and you deserve so much more than that.
And don't give up, lovely.
xo [Hawk.]
10/30/2005 5:42:49 PM
RYN: Felt it was time. It seems as though things have changed suddenly for me. The old name, solitary17, was made when I was 17, and feeling very alone, and it doesn't really reflect how I feel anymore, which I would definitely consider a good thing. What do you think of the new name? [Serenity17] [p] 11/7/2005 1:01:52 AM
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