1:06am in 日記

I know all humans are hypocritical. It’s life.

But I can’t stop myself from counting the nights I wash dishes I (we if I include Isa) didn’t make.

I used to wash them happily, I was doing her a service.

Then she had to send a text one night.

I fell asleep before I did dishes, I left three. small. dishes. I’m talking a cup and 2 utensils.

“I don’t like waking up to dirty dishes, it would be nice if you cleaned them before you slept. thanks.”

is the text I wake up to.

I said ok, whatever you like. And ever since I have washed all my dishes before I slept.

So, why… why, have I now washed 3 nights of her fucking dishes.

I know, just don’t do them. Leave them for her.

I get it. But I want her to see that I saw her mess and I was the bigger person.

I cleaned them and didn’t say shit… except complain on the internet. LMAO

I wanna rip my throat out.