April 13, 2026
I’ve been trying to write an entry for days and days now. It’s been a lot.
Greetings from a remote work situation, still back at home. I’m now two weeks in and have started my third week. I will get my first paycheck on Friday, and I don’t feel like I know much at all, ha!
Yet!
I have gotten pep talks from sooooo many people, and I’ve even gotten a reality check or two. The bottom line is, I can do this!! I am still nervous and scared (and probably will be for the better part of a year…I have found that’s how long it generally takes to figure a job out).
Spent the whole weekend in kind of couch rot mode. It sucked because it rained a lot of the weekend and I’m still living in a chaotic apartment that’s probably now about 75% packed. So, boxes and boxes upon boxes and a bunch of odds and ends just scattered everywhere. EVERYWHERE!
I was somewhat paralyzed over the weekend. Oof. So many things going through my brain lately. So many things I need to do. So many things I need to learn!
And then tax season is upon us.
And we are at war.
And my parents are steadily declining.
And I’m living in utter chaos.
But I feel like I’m building myself back to a place where I’ll have a good routine. I keep telling myself to enjoy every minute of every day that I’m learning while most of the team travels. I have time to breathe and not be in panic mode.
I will soon be in a different place - literally, physically, emotionally.
Preparing.
I need to start working on new names for my new players. I’m always excited when I get to make up new names, ha!
But for now, I gotta get ready for bed. I’m wiped.
xox,
GS
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