First, I awoke as tired as usual. Only slept a little over 6 hours last night and the night before. I’m tempted to take some Zyrtec before bed even though I’ll be hungover tomorrow. If I’m going to be tired anyway, at least why not get more sleep while I’m at it? Zyrtec usually makes me sleep longer. We’ll see, because I expect my sleep is going to get broken up by today’s thunderstorm, which really pisses the shit out of me. I shouldn’t have to be worrying about this shit in January of all times. But in a humid climate, if it’s going to rain at 75°, which it’s supposed to get up to today, I can’t believe it’s going to do it without thundering.
I don’t know if Tom’s going to be right or not about them fixing my fatigue, but it will be a definite test as to just how cursed my sleep may or may not be if you’re right. If my nose is fixed, and I adjust to a CPAP, and I’ve regained my energy, but then something else happens to fuck with my sleep, well, how much more proof would you need?
Still enjoy my chats with V but still feel it’s a bit one-sided. She’s only asked how I was doing once. She doesn’t ask questions about the things I bring up either. If I say I’m reading a book she doesn’t ask what it’s about or if I like it. It’s all about her telling me things or answering questions I ask. I guess Aly really was the only one curious about me.
Don’t know if they’re still here, but Tom said there are three old, white-haired, frail-looking people that have been visiting the Honker. I hope they stay awhile because he definitely doesn’t let them use his truck. It’s the daughters I’m not looking forward to visiting, but hopefully the one that just had a kid will be too tired and just not up to it this year. Don’t know that traveling with a kid so young would be a good idea for it anyway.
I don’t know if Tom realizes he does this or not, but I swear he stays up later when I get up in the early evening. When I start getting up later in the evening, he crashes earlier. He definitely seems to want to limit my alone time at least a little bit. This bugs me a little because, as much as I love him, when I’m not sick I really do need a good mix and balance of alone time and together time, but I don’t think he gets that. He has always liked to be different, so because he doesn’t care if I’m around all day every day, I think it’s hard for him to understand that everyone except him needs a little space every now and then. I usually do the things that require more focus and concentration when he’s asleep. It doesn’t matter when I color or hit the road, but I like to do my writing when he’s asleep.
Every now and then, someone in North Carolina visits me on Blogger as I might’ve mentioned before, and I always wonder if it’s Maliheh or someone else I know. I’m trying to remember if they were ever aware of my PB link, and I think they might have been, but they only show up on Blogger these days. Never on PB. So if they originally came from there, maybe they don’t use PB anymore. As far as I can tell, the termite went back to Connecticut. I know she and Mark talked about going somewhere remote in North Carolina, but she certainly wouldn’t do that by herself. She’s got a mistake in Connecticut and two down here last knew, so at her age, I would think she wouldn’t venture far from them.
Hard to believe Larry would be in his seventies if he were still alive. It’s also hard to believe it would be Malia because I just can’t see her being interested. I doubt I ever enter her mind any more than Nane’s.
Decided not to let Pinterest control me and spoil the fun, so keeping my account locked, I’m still going to use it. This way, if there are any more “violations,” then I’ll know it’s one of my followers. I’ll block everyone but Tom if that’s the case. There could be some form of image detector, but it’s not like I’m going to have Playboy-type pictures. I think a non-follower going through the home feed spotted some they thought violated the rules, and they’re the ones who reported them. Either that, or they have mods checking public pins. So it will be interesting to see what happens with a private account. If there’s any shit with that after blocking most followers, then yeah, I’m definitely done with them. I will not be accepting any follow requests without knowing who it is.
Amazing how someone can get probation for rioting while I can get half a year for words. Ain’t that America? Seriously, that is just so, so America. I’ve heard of other countries that will practically kill you for nothing, but I’ve never heard of backward laws where real crimes get a slap on the wrist, while things people don’t agree with get serious punishment. What other country does that but the US?
As for Nicki Minaj being sued for beating some guy up, typical black gangster shit. I’m sure she’ll win her case, and if she doesn’t, she’ll be sued for pennies in comparison to everything she’s worth.
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