I'm a Ghost in 0. More of the Same.

  • March 19, 2026, 5:58 p.m.
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That’s really about it.

There was a year or two of me in miserable pain but I don’t really feel like discussing it anymore.

My pain has … i don’t know if it’s lessened, or more than likely it’s just I’ve gotten used to it.
If i walk for more than 10 minutes I am in incredible pain. I can’t really lift things that are more than 25 lbs. without immense pain. My weight fluctuates because I can’t really do any kind of exercise for an extended period.

Oh and the healthcare stuff. That was a long long excruciating experience. Miserable hateful people who don’t care. Sending in paperwork over and over for them to lose it, being ignored for months at a time trying to get any kind of answer. They screwed up my account/profile? because 2 different agents who were ‘working’ my case quit at different times. I would call daily and get sent to a voicemail. Then the voicemail was full. So i started emailing every day and calling 2 to 5 times a day. I’ve never felt like less of a person.

“you’ll get back pay I don’t know why you’re so upset.”
I’m upset because it’s been months with no money coming in, you keep saying you’re waiting on documents from me, but i’ve sent them in 4 times. You’ve confirmed that you have the emails and the attachments. You asked me to re submit them because you didn’t like the black ink I used. And i needed to use blue ink. Yet still, we are here waiting on ‘me’.

Let’s not forget my work calling daily telling me i’m letting down the company by not working. How me not working is affecting everyone. And just so many guilt trips. I started asking them to put in writing that I should ignore the doctors orders and come into work.

They wouldn’t, but would text me how the whole crew is let down by me not being there. I pointed out that i was the slowest employee and had been there exactly 90 days. Most of the other employees don’t even know who I am, once again, any of you want to put in writing that I should ignore doctors orders to come back to work. Be my guest. Please. Because when I come back and get more hurt I’ll be Oprah rich.

That was from the managers, then HR would also call me. One of them told me that she was SURE that while doing Physical Therapy I could still come into work.

If i came into work, it would negate my options for short term disability. Since clearly i was able to work.

Remember Kids. HR and Management are not your friends. They do not have your best interest in mind. And give 0 actual fucks about you.

I got a call from Mark’s Father last night. The wrongful death lawsuit is being challenged, and they want me to do a disposition on mark’s character. Crazy that they are still trying to not pay after there was a whole independent medical review showing that they were definitely at fault.

So hopefully I can do that and help the family out. But who knows what’s going to actually happen.

And that pretty much concludes the 6 year wrap up. Or at least as much as I want to talk about it.


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