3/11/26 6:50 pm
Jennifer and I have continued talking and I asked her if she is faithful? Have you ever cheated? Answer honestly. She did a few years ago. I didn't reply and she said something about how she told him and that people judge others on their mistakes. I thanked her for her honesty and explained that I've never dated or been interested in someone who is interested in me who has cheated.
As bad as this will sound, everyone that I have been involved with, was younger. Much younger. I was their first or their second and that's kind of why we, as older males like younger people. You can grow up with us, or if you're like me, it's for fun and you ruin it. Then the do what you want with someone their own age.
I told her that I still like her, but now this is something I have to keep an eye on. She said that she wanted to smash and he didn't. So she felt bad and questioned her worth, got drunk, and then fucked an ex. Then she told him and things weren't the same after that. Well no shit...
So if I don't want to fuck, or I make her mad and she gets drunk, is she going to cheat on me?
Now I'm just seeing red flags. She has two kids. She lives a few blocks away from the dad of her kids. So if she gets mad drunk, is she going to fuck him? Do you get where I'm coming from or am I overreacting again?
My head hurts.
In other news, I got my team lead bonus from work. It was $3,219 dollars. I've spent $100 dollars so far. I went to Red Lobster and ate a bunch of food. I was also sad and thought she blocked me. So I drank and ate.
Now I'm questioning everything. She's 8 hours away. Has two kids. 35. I have no kids. I'm 45. I'm alone. I have never cheated.
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