When im around you im overwhelmed with such negitive feelings. That im not myself. I feel as if im dying on the inside.
When your so cold towards me I just dont understand it.i feel so alone like I do not even matter. Fuck when I was in the hospital having the baby u did not call or even visit.
Im tired of caring about you. Why should I care. Do you even care for me or is it more like ur obligated bev I'm ur daughter? I only want people in my life that want to be around for good and bad. Not just at there convience.
I making sure we will not be around on the holidays this year. You made such a big deal last year bec I went to the uk and so when I was back for the holidays they sucked. I should of never come back to the states.
Im sure you dont realize this bec of how dumb u act. I have few options for 2014. I can go back to the uk, get my own place for a big them continue to try to move the Canada or just keep visiting the uk.
youve had so many chances to have a relationship with me and u chpose not to.
So mom I will choose to not have you in pur lives. Yes jackson will miss u but its for the best bec if this is what he has to look forward to I dont think so my child will be better not knowing his grandmother.
Sorry but no wait im not. This is a product of ur actions.
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