2:29 am 3/1/26
A week or two ago I met this girl on Xbox. She's 35, blonde, and really pretty. I didn't know that she was pretty. I just saw a girl gamertag and sent her a message. It was a heart and a kissing emoji. She replied back and I told her that I've never gotten this far. We started texting back and forth on Xbox and eventually having party chat sessions. That turned into us exchanging numbers and now I'm lost.
She said that she doesn't understand why I'm single and that it's a good thing. I think she's assuming that it's a good thing because I'm hers?
I told her that I'm single because I'm too much. I don't have a problem getting girls with, my looks? That's not a problem. It's keeping them that's the problem. No one wants some dude who is going to iron your clothes. No one wants a guy who wants to fulfill your soul and make you smile from within.
I told her that and she said, "I think it's cute really, kinda sexy that you're a hopeless romantic."
I tried calling her and after a few rings I got sent to voicemail. Her friends list is now private. Those are red flags to me. Am I overreacting? Am I overthinking it?
A few days ago I said that I'm going to show someone how to suck my dick. Knowing me I was probably complaining about someone and she said that she'd suck my dick...
Okay.
Fast forward to last night and she says that she wants to send me a private video. I told her that she's a little too forward with that and, I don't mind it. It's just throwing me off.
She sends me a video of her on her bed in some fishnet stockings and a black one piece that looked like something you'd wear in a sec dungeon. I'm not complaining. I wake up and I have a video of her getting off over her panties. Correction, I asked for that one. Then she sticks her finger in, I can't see anything because of her panties, BUT I hear it. She said that I got her so wet because of my low body count. It turns her on. Listen, it was HOT, but after that last text and my phone call and the friends list that was made up entirely of guys going private...
I'm just? I want to vomit. Am I overthinking it?
What do I do? What would you do?
I'm making myself sick over here, and I told her that THIS is my problem. When I like you, I want to hear from you, be with you, everything. I cling. I'm a clingy mother fucker. To an extent. But mostly to the extreme until I get tired and I want to sleep.
Should I just leave her alone for a bit? What do I do?!
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